I am a stay at home wife and Mother on the southwest coast of Florida. I have been married to my husband, Joe, since December 5, 1998. We had our first son, Noah, in August of 2003. Our second child was lost in the 13th week of pregnancy in October of 2004. We went on to have our second son, Jonah, in September of 2005. After that, we kind of thought we were done with the family, but as I have been getting older my mind has changed. In July of 2011 we found out I was pregnant. Yes, it was planned. We were very excited. Sadly, on October 18, 2011, at just shy of 17 weeks, our fourth child was stillborn at 3:55am. It’s been one of the most horrible and tragic times in our lives. I’ve always wanted to blog, and finally decided to do it after the recent events. Better late than never. This blog is about our life moving forward from this great loss. I hope you will enjoy.